Pain is the best way to describe what I am feeling. Not just hunger pains (although most has subsided as my body has started to eat its self) but pain on a deeper level. While I spend my time in meditation lots of flaws about myself pop to the front of my mind, everything from saying my first cuss word in elementary school all the way to… well never mind. The point is I am starting to change the idea I have of myself. I am going from version 1.2 to a new 2.0 beta; yes it is a beta version until it has been properly tested. I am nowhere close to finding this new person within me so the fast will continue. I would recommend fasting to anyone who is up for a challenge and needs good soul searching time. Trust me God will show you things about yourself that will both scare you and disgust you but as I am finding out it is good to know these things and correct them.
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